Things that pleasantly surprise me

  1. When the R train arrives in less than 15 minutes.
  2. When Relativity works for more than 15 minutes w/o freezing, deleting stuff, or otherwise crashing

Sigh, dear friend, my heart breaks for you. You are not a waste, and you are stronger than you think. One day, you’ll find that what you’re looking for isn’t something anyone can give to you.